Scare of BLOG

(Today I got up early because I was supposed to grade some final papers with a Prof. But when I reached school AT 8AM, he told me he had that done last night. - -||| So now I got a little time to write something down.)

Sometimes I am scared of BLOG. I am not scared of showing my emotions/feelings to other people. Since I was a kid, I have believed all the things I did/am doing/will do should be able to tell anyone in the world (if they are interested of coz). So I am very frank when people ask me questions. Obviously I will not mind to write my real thoughts in BLOG.

The thing I am scared of is to see other people's stories. I do not have very close friends. I intentionally stay some distance from other people. That is because I easily get upset for someone else's bad experience and I easily get worried for someone else's bad situation. I know that's my fault. Too much care and the inner pessimistic me.

Now, becoz of the blog, I can check out many friends' lives every day. Now with MSN space, it's very easy to see that they have added new stuff into their blog. Also it's hard to constrain my curiosity and not to check those out. Some distant friends are just like sitting next to me and tell me their stories every day.

That is quite scary to me. But I will survive... believe me... :)

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Next Friday I will invite some friends over for a dinner. There will be 7-8 people (a crowd!). I am thinking hard to feed them. HAHA. As a tradition, the menu will be a secret till that time. :D

Next Saturday I will go to a friend's wedding. My old officemate is getting married! Feel quite excited to see him in formal dress since he usually dresses in quite 'crappy' casual clothes.