Some Old Notes

Just dig them out from some long-forgotten directory. Seems still interesting. So Post them here.

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24 hours - about Jack
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Last night I did not sleep a lot. I was watching "24 hours". This TV show is not like others: the story is continuous in every episode and you cannot even miss one to understand the whole thing. Basically every season is alike: Jack traces clues; his daughter makes trouble; Mr.President tries to stay "honest"; his wife tries to destroy him; the colleagues in CTU go againest each other...

It was last night I noticed that Jack looked so sexy in that black tight jacket. Well, that is usually the first thing I see in a guy: the look. He does not look very handsome but good enough for this character. I like the way he looks when he gets silent and determined.

Besides the look, I sometimes think the CTU cannot leave him. It is like with all the people in CTU, none is reliable when some emergency happens. Jack is not honest, not very foxy, not very strong, not very communicative. But he is determined, smart and he never hesistates. He can break all minor rules to complete the final task. In season 2, there are two other people once acted like that: George Mason and Tony. George did so because he knew that he was going to die. Tony tried to get a chopper for Jack by attacking another CTU officer but Tony failed. So there are couple of rules to behave like Jack:
-- Smart and really good in doing that work (Tony failed because he is not)
-- Do not afraid of any side effects (like George Mason)

Without these, there is no use to be Jack. Following the rules is not going to make you a hero. But at least it won't make you a prisoner.

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Korean TV
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I am watching a Korean TV series these days. With familiar story line: two guys and a girl. But I am always acting like an ideot while watching these tv. Always cry like a baby for some stupid stories. Shame on me. :)

Today a scene touched my heart. Two boys are all deeply in love with that girl. One night, one boy came earlier and told the girl that he was going to restrain his feelings to her. He was so upset and he hugged her. It was a manly hug with force, like grabbing her and hugging her. Then the other boy came after he got drunk. He rang the door bell and fell into the girl.

It is like two types of feeling when a girl is with a guy. Sometimes guys are forceful and manly. They dominate in the relationship. So what you see is his heated chasing, forceful hug and kiss. The other type is when a guy is soft. He is like a baby and he falls into your arms.

I know many girls like the first type of guys. I like the second type. The time I feel most touched is when my man is sleeping like a kid in my arms. That time I talk to myself that I am going to take care of this man since he is worth it.

To all the girls:
Be more dominant in your relationship. If he is worth your care, take care of him. If he is not, forget him since any of your tears is not worthy on him.

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The end of the story is not what I expect. Sometimes I like HK series. Because they are more real. Let me feel that life is not perfect. Two loving people are not necessary to be together. Something you lose then you can never get it back.